1st Tired Day of My Vacation

Went for my boxercise training today..something dat i had deliberately skipped due to my exams. Official training started way back in March where i attended 2 of them. Even then, I'm already so clumsy and forgetful with my steps. So u can roughly imagine how lost i felt today after being MIA for 2 mths of trainings.

Even before today's training, trainers have been calling me to make sure im still coming for the trainings cos they are starting to worry dat i wont be able to catch up since the performance is scheduled to be in mid-July. Thought they were over-reacting until i went for the training today. The pace is way too fast for mi, not to mention the difficult steps for each count. Nearly fainted at the end of the training. Am i absorbing too slow? Or am i getting nervous with ppl around mi remembering the steps so easily while i can forget wat i just learnt a min ago? Maybe im too stressed...but i dun think so...my trainers all so friendly and patient with me. Felt frustrated when i cant get the steps right everytime. Maybe the frustration showed too much on my face that the choreographer came over & asked mi a few times "Are u ok? Dun worry, u will do better with more practice." So encouraging...

And then, the worst thing came. "Let's do it with music!" The second the music start, i started trembling. Haha...the music so fast! Got to keep up with it and remember the steps at each count..no time to think! So i end up standing still and move abit here and there. Haha..i must have looked so stupid. Stressful...but at least not as stressful as exams lar..haha...

Hope i will get better as i attend more trainings. Told myself must be super super clear with the whole dance cos the stage not very small and there are only 50 of us! I'm definitely going to be spotted if i miss a step..haha...

Looking forward to Youth Peace Culture Festival 2005!